ALERT! Fantasy, A Destructive Power

Whatever topic that comes through during the Gospel call is so apropos to what is currently going on in my unconscious. It uncovers parts of me that I want to hide. This past week, uncovered, I was indulging in something that ultimately had the potential to destroy everything that I had created on this path. It honestly scared the shit out of me…that I was indulging in this fantasy world. It wasn’t even a fantasy with all the goods, I knew that it was a fantasy that would never even come close to where I am at now in life. It was a 10 million steps back fantasy. What the fuck! I was able to come clean and bring it to the surface and get support around this because of this call. I am so grateful to have been stopped in my tracks down the delusional and destructive path — to not waste my energy and power in the world of fantasy and illusion. Fantasy is a check out mechanism that will destroy my right to life. I am so thankful to have this come up and to recognize this dark power, hold it and turn it around with ultimate success in claiming, “I think I have a fantasy in this area. I think I’m believing in and investing in something that is sabotaging my growth and power. I need help and support!” With this alert…I am super heightened to my destructive fantasy ways.